It’s been a long while since I’ve seen a view like this. A view where you can almost see the curvature of the earth and watch the sun go down on one end while tracking the movement of the shadows traveling across the mountains on the other. It has a way of making you feel very small.
It’s been harder here to ignore my thoughts, looking out into the water, seeing the landscape of the trees, the gradation of the mountains in the distance, and reliving some memories from times past. It’s easier to coast by in the city, whether in NY or Seattle, where you’re caught up in the rush of movement and lights and just “stuff” everywhere. It’s a distraction and it’s been a welcome one.
But I can’t always run away. Surrounded by lots of family on this trip I felt more alone than I had in awhile. Is that weird? It wasn’t exactly what I expected and it was hard. I’ve let go of any expectations that my reactions or emotions right now are rational. To surrender to your feelings is humbling in a way because we don’t always have control over them, do we?
And a view like this reminds me that there’s more out there. More places to see, more memories to be made, more life.
*Photos from Mt. Constitution on Orcas Island.
Beautiful! Where were these taken?
oops! I added the location to the post. Mt. Constitution on Orcas Island
“And a view like this reminds me that there’s more out there. More places to see, more memories to be made, more life.”
This are powerful words and I absolutely LOVE them.
So beautiful. Thanks for sharing.
Great shots, Jenna! Looks like you had a great trip. Glad you got to spend some time in the San Juans is August. It’s my favorite time the be up there. Come to Lopez next time!
I do want to go to Lopez!
Such gorgeous tree-top views, your photos capture. This post reminds me of a Walter Winchell comment, “An optimist is someone who gets treed by a lion but enjoys the scenery.” Beautiful, Jenna.
Oh Jenna, my thoughts continue to be with you…
Ronnie xo
your feelings are your feelings, and it’s good to have the time to process them. No judgment, just sit with them. Grief is a lonely business, indeed. xo
Wonderful photos, wonderful words. Both beautiful and moving .
Yes, you have more memories to make.
Your honesty, your words, and reflections are all so beautiful. You’ve helped me through some tough times. Thank you for sharing.